what a total mindfluck!.....this was not supposed to happen.....and i only (completely) woke up two years ago....so accepting my own mortality has not been easy.......i currently make good enough money....but damm....now i have to think about RETIREMENT?!?!?!.....and where and how?!?!?....and ya....just cause i have a touch of asthma ocassionally...i wont be able to get health insurance in a few years cause i am self-employed???....this just fluckkin sucks.................oompa
i dont think i am up to it.....would rather go in the saddle....riddin hard