Fine with me.
I figured it would have been easier to gain 'the prize' had I been chased by crazy mobs, sawed in half, or eaten by lions ... for JWs, the words "undeserved kindness" are completely lost and who ever is made to feel good enough?
In my dreams (even when young) I was always looking down at the earth, not on it playing with critters and such. Strange.
I realized what is most important is what is in my heart, how I treat others, and how I live my life.