I hope and pray that Ray now looks back on the first 60 years of his life, not as a waste of time, but as a training ground for the work given to him after leaving JW's. Similiar to Moses with the Egyptians or Daniel with the Babylonians.
boyzone
Thanks much, bz. Let's allow R.F. to address the above prescient comment!
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I am grateful in a sense for what I have experienced within the organization of Jehovah's Witnesses, and what I experienced within the Governing Body. I doubt that I would have fully appreciated the value and importance of Bible teachings in all these regards had it not been for seeing in such a personal way the effect of a legalistic approach to Christianity. I would never have realized how a surface morality can be produced that nonetheless allows for acts that are not only unmerciful but sometimes cruel, extremely so. Now, however, I can realize how it is that the apostle's words [Romans 2:17-24, the gist of which is, do you, who know the law and teach it, break it? God's name is blasphemed because of you.] just quoted can apply equally today. I can understand how it is that an organization can claim to be a "spiritual Israel," formed of "Jews" in a figurative sense, can proclaim worldwide that it and it alone stands in God's favor, knows His will and law, is His appointed guide to lead people out of darkness into the light of truth, an organization that draws great attention to its making known the name of Jehovah throughout the earth - how it is that such an organization can nonetheless be guilty of a form of lawlessness so serious that it brings grave dishonor on the very name it claims to honor.