Hey Oompa. I'm very sorry to know you're going
through all of this. But blaming it on the WT and
then drowning yourself in gin isn't going to do you
any good. It just reasserts the WT misinformation
that people who break away end up in bad lives.
Live long and well. Enjoy life. Be a good friend and
friends will flock to you. Forget the hypocrisy and the
stupidity of following this narcisistic organization. You've
got your eyes open, don't wink them with booze. Pray!
That's right, until you figure out there's something your
little poor Oompa frame of mind and body can't fight
against... And that's big bad alcohol, the Gin isn't your
friend. Mine used to be Jack, yeah Jack Daniels and his
buddy Johnny Walker would show up once in a while
if there was an open bottle in my Dad's liquor cabinet.
And I missed them for a while... for quite a while... But
not anymore.
Get yourself into a 12 step program. They'll help you.
It will seem like another mind controlling thing for "a
while" but it will get you to see how you're not alone.
Do you see a counsellor? Get someone to give you
some professional advice... Your doctor telling you to
lay off the Gin doesn't sound professionally helpful
enough. You need help. Until then it just keeps getting
worse. You need to want the help Oompa. If you don't
you'll just make your marriage suffer all the more and
waste what could be a beautiful life now with your
pretty wife. Like the Bible says, let her breasts intoxicate
you instead. Be good to her and don't be a sad drunk!
You're better than that Oompa, and we all know it.
With a big ((hug))).
