do you know I am not anti witness as such, I wish none of them harm I just don't know how to put the two worlds together. As in the religion as it was said to be and the way i saw people live it. I have never known such materialism or such adultery as i did in my time served.
I just want to reconcile myself to who I am and if thats not a Jehovah's Witness then I am still the same person if not better for admitting that I can't live up to the impossible standards. I don't want a perfect world, because anything in excess becomes bland and boring.
thank you for you feedback i'm amazed there are so many of us out there. shame i didn't know sooner x