Poor guy. Prolonged suffering....it sucks canal water.
I'd like to pray, but I'm so pissed off and angry at God right now, that I cannot. Why the hell should humans have to continuously suffer like this? I better not ever get a Witness tell me it's because two people ate a piece of forbidden fruit 6,000 years ago, or I'll go balistic.
Here's a little bit of wisdom that helps me:
"The universe is not hostile, just indifferent."
--Carl Sagan
This gives me a lot of peace of mind. As we've discussed, I also have had an above-average amount of illnesses. I keep that sentence in mind so I don't go trying to wonder why a sky spirit is out to get me...or is failing to bless me...which just makes me very angry.