straightshooter - "After all it makes the pioneers and those exerting themselves in the field ministry feel good about themselves at the end of the month."
When I was pioneering I was stressed and depressed because I was busting my ass and struggling to make my 90. ANd then they're like, "So, brother, is there a good reason you didn't make your time? YOu know we have to write a letter to the CO explaining why you didn't make your time." I was thinking, "Yeah, tell him I got SICK of going out by myself." I think I made my 90 hrs once. Maybe twice. Pioneering NEVER made me feel good about myself, except for right after I signed up. And then reality set in.