I was still a kid and living at home at the time, and so that must have been well over 30 years ago, that I heard Ron Drage (now a senior member of the UK Bethel) say "if you are waiting at the bus stop it, is better to be 10 minutes early rather than miss it". What he was referring to of course was the then then 1975 issue; in other words Armageddon has arrived yet but it just round the corner and we are a little early for it.
I don't know what brought this to my mind the other day but I got to thinking, surely if you are waiting for a bus and you get there 10 minutes early and it doesn't then turn up, how long do you wait? 10 minutes, 15 minutes, half an hour, an hour, two hours? At some point surely you realise "this bus isn't coming". Then any reasonable person would start to think about making other arrangements. Perhaps I should walk, perhaps I should look for an alternative form of transport.
I have been out for 5 or 6 years now but I still believe that life is a spiritual journey. I am no longer sure what exactly what this journey is or indeed what real spirituality is. On the positive side though, I am no longer just waiting at the bus stop wondering. I have decided to walk; I am not sure how or where it will lead me but I am least moving on.