Why do you choose to worship a god that plans on destroying the "boyfriend" that you love? What does that say about you as a person?
You should be a better person than some whacked out mythical god(jehovah) whom some people believe will destroy everyone that doesn't join the jehovah's witness cult.
Most cults have similiar or identical belief systems as that of the jw cult. Like the jws, many other cults believe that they and they alone are the chosen people that will survive while all of the non cult members will perish.
It's an old concept but is very successful at scaring the crap out of people like yourself.