Mother's Letter To Start Off The New Year...

by silentlambs 87 Replies latest jw friends

  • silentlambs
    silentlambs

    I would like to say I appreciate the many remarks and reads given this topic. All good advice and observations coming from many different perspectives, is that not what a discussion board is all about? My purpose in posting the letters from my parents is to help many see that they are not alone and from the replies, many have basically the same response from their JW parents. It helps you to think about your response to those within this religion and be better prepared when a letter such as this arrives in the mail. This is a very personal part of my life yet I feel it is one that should be shared as I think the help and understanding of the dynamics at play here can help the many others who deal and are yet to deal with this situation in their family.

    I went to my parents in the fall of 2000 and explained the issue at stake with WT policy and told them if their was no effort by the Society to do the right thing I was going to have to stand up. I will never forget being told by my mother I had their complete support. That ended when I resigned as elder though I told them I was going to do so.
    It is a long sad story, yet the point is how quickly you go from hero to 0 in the JW mindset.

    I remember my grandparents they were always so kind and loving. I never doubted for a minute that they loved me, wanted to be part of my life and now that they are gone I wish so much that my children could have known them. They were never JW’s. My children have not seen their grandparents in a year and frankly did not see them much before that. I feel the loss for my children I know what it is like to have loving grandparents.

    I hope this thread will make others think about what cult mind control does to families and how it justifies their actions. I hope it can help many others see they are not alone we all have to deal with this problem when we learn to be clear thinkers. I do not defend the letter I wrote as I mentioned I spoke from my heart, it is how I feel is the best way to address the situation I am in. Your situation may be different which would call for a totally different response that is your personal decision. The older I get in life the more unsure I have become of anything being absolutely the right thing to do. If you agree with my letter, fine if not that is fine to, at least it made the reader think about their response when faced with a similar situation. If this thread helped you good! If it made you mad, that is good to, as it motivated you to think and speak out about how you feel. That can be better than holding things in.

    I think of the saying, “If everybody likes you it means you are doing nothing.” I doubt that saying will ever be said about me.

  • think41self
    think41self

    Teejay,

    I think you're absolutely clueless, in regards to this thread anyway.

    Have a nice day...be careful out there. The world is not kind to clueless people.

    think41self

    It's my party and I'll cry if I want to!

  • larc
    larc

    Bill,

    I have not taken the time to read all the comments fron the friends, which I will.

    Bill, love your mother and do your best to reduce her pain. Love her and keep in mind her heart. Love your childrren and don't let your cause interfere with their needs. Please remember that a cause is important. So is family, or kin, as they say in our part of the world. Keep your perspective, brother.

  • silentlambs
    silentlambs

    Thanks for the concern, I will send you an email with further info. I might say this to all: my family has always been my priority yet the balance has to be who comes first, your wife and children or your parents? I have made my choice.

  • thinkers wife
    thinkers wife

    Bill,
    I for one am very glad you shared this very personal issue. It is something I have been grappling with for quite awhile now. I don't know that I will ever totally understand my parents mindset. But I do know that your mother's letter truly reflected what I have been dealing with with all of my family! Thank you!
    Marilyn,
    Interesting observation about extro and intro verts. I recommended not sending the letter exactly as written, but advised Bill to do what was best for he and his family. I am definitely an extrovert!! To the umph degree. But ironically am also a peacemaker. Sometimes things just have to be said. Other times we have to weigh the pros and cons and figure out whether we are just saying it for ourselves and what effect it will have in the long run. That for me is where the peacemaking comes in. If I think I really can get over something without being brutally honest, without it damaging my phsyche I will. Otherwise no matter how brutal, I will feel compelled to say it.
    JT,
    Thinker and I discussed this thread extensively on the way home from taking my step-daughter back home. We came up with almost verbatim what you said on page three. As always you seem to hit the nail on the head!!
    Thank you everyone for all of your insights albeit with differing opinions!!
    TW

  • ashitaka
    ashitaka

    That's my mother-in-law....are we related through marriage?

    Awful.

    Bill, I'm sorry that this has to happent to you....your mother saw your ignorant happiness in bethel, your sweet ignorance, much like a lobotomized person could be called 'happy'.

    I hope that things eventually work out for you. It's very hard. Above all, protect your children from these dangerous people. Young people are very pliable, and sometimes reach for the strange thing just to be different, or find their own voice. Your parents probably know that.

    I know you know this, but YOU are doing the right thing, not them.

    ashi

  • JT
    JT

    Lee elder

    thanks man for the post

    on the money- too many times a former jw let's emotion kick in and take over the results many times are not what they were hoping for

    i continue to read so many post and get so many emails from folks WHO WISH THEY HAD DONE IT DIFFERENTLY AND HAD BETTER TIMING

    My Position is very simple

    1. learn how to leave
    2 learn when to leave

    if any lurker or doubting jw does those 2 things they can in my exp lessen the Blow - with thier families and with thier own mental health
    i like the way one poster put it

    you have to leave wt the same way a person many times comes in - OVER A PERIOD OF TIME

    and the most important thing to do "BEFORE"-- LISTEN PEOPLE-- "BEFORE YOU START LEAVING" is to start building a new "Client" list of friends. smile

    what i see happen is this- jw have no or very few friends outside the org- they jump up and annouce THIS IS A CULT the wt drops the ahmmer shutting down everyone they know - now they are dealing with tremoudous issues of loneniess- and heavy depression many times

    when one DF or DA they are literally cut off from thier entire world and if you have nothing in place it is VERY VERY HARD

    just ask those who have exp it- but the net can teach one how to walk the WT minefields and at least come out less damaged-

    we will never leave wt untouched, but why lose both legs and arms

    I perfer to lose a big toe instead

    smile

  • ZazuWitts
    ZazuWitts

    Bill,

    I have read your mother's letter about three or four times. There is something within it that was troubling to me, but I just couldn't quite put my finger on it. Then it dawned on me - I think that while your mother's pain is very real, she penned the letter so that IF necessary, she could share the letter with others!!

    There are several reasons why she might do this, don't you think?

    Consequently, while I think you are entitled to reply, and should reply, I urge you to be cautious with your words. Things are 'heating' up and your own response to her could be publicly used against you, with the intent of portraying you in a negative way.

    Please don't give them the opportunity to do this.

    We all sincerely appreciate your efforts on behalf of the silentlambs Bill. I can only begin to imagine the stress and toll this is
    having in your lives. And, I do think you were absolutely correct in withholding the letters to your children. Both are written in such absolute JW black-and-white thinking, and designed to alienate, not bring together.

    As many others have advised, maybe hang on to the letter for a bit, mull your response over, and make your personal decision as to sending it as or...

    ((((Hugs))))

  • ashitaka
    ashitaka

    Zazu, I didn't look at it like that, but I bet that (edited comment) is sending the letter to a CO right now to read as a tear jerker at an assembly. It just looks like a form letter with a few details. You were right on in observing that. Truly sick.

  • MadApostate
    MadApostate

    When are you idiots going to wake up, or are "in" on this thread, too?

    Teejay was on the money about the lack of ethics re posting these "supposed" letters from the "mother".

    Why would Bill unethically post 2 letters without the author's (his own mother) permission?

    He didn't!!! Just another in a series of efforts to get attention and develop sympathy.

    I wonder when Bill is going to post another one of his "messiah-complex" fantasy tales?

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