I mean, you SEEM to h ave done a radical 180, no?
From total belief as a JW to total disbeliefe, yes?
Well, one does a 180 when he finds himself going 180 the wrong way I suppose.
You are correct. I was one of those 110% Jw's. When I spit out the hook, line and sinker, I began to see that all the other fish were pretty well feeding on the same thing, just different bait sometimes. So I left the fishin' hole.
Jwism was of course a big part of that transformation, since that is where I was spawned. But it didn't take long to see it as all very similar. A couple of years perhaps. It has only been in the past year or so that I have begun to label myself [I hate the word actually] as Agnostic.
I allowed myself to dwell in a sheltered environment for decades. I now spend a great deal of my free time actually looking at the ideas I had spent years ignoring. I think that Jwism - and more particularly the hatred that is shown when someone dares to leave - was the propellant that let me look at philosophy, science, and open free-thought from clean perspective. It cannot be doubted that the influence of Jwism was powerfully part of the formula - both good and bad one supposes, if such can be truly categorized.
Jeff