Being almost out, I have to say, no. I don't miss it. If I could sleep in instead of going to a meeting or out in field service, if I could avoid irritating road trips to indoctrination sessions, and instead sleep half the Saturday/Sunday, play video games and watch movies until my eyes fall out, I would like to do that. Very, very much.
The feeling of never being good enough because of some failing is not one I will miss. I soon realized just how much emotional pain was being repressed even by the best of them. I'm glad to be free of that. I'm not even fully free yet and I can tell you that it's awesome to know it's not real. Life, knowledge, everything just seems so much more alive than it used to, even despite the fresh scars.
--Christopher