Thank you Undercover. I really enjor your posts as well. I never realized all of the flaws in the doctrine, and the extent of the hypocrisy in the Org. until I started reading the posts here that contain information from the WBTS itself. It has been one of the most frightening experiences of my life to find that everything I had lived my life by, everything that I believed in whole souled, could be a lie. My first thought was "Where will I go?" "What will I do?" "How can I serve God when I don't even feel that I know Him?"
I'm still very scared, but it is not as bad, now that I have seen the support that some on this site offer.