Dear Loz,
Wow...I wish I could give you a big HUG!!! My heart feels so saddened at all the suffering, loss and pain you have experienced at the hand of the evil Watchtower!! Thank goodness you are on your road to recovery with a wonderful new husband to support you. I hope you stick around, as you will find MANY MANY friends here. Some here no longer believe in God at all, but many more still do. We are all on our own journey, and are encouraged by others strength and love. Hang in there, things will get better I promise!! Above all else keep your relationship with your creator close, and he will continue to carry you through!!
Sincerely,
Lady Liberty