I mentioned this in my post where I introduced myself about a month ago: At the last Memorial I attended in 1994, the brothers apparently were afraid that I would partake of the Emblems. I had been suffering from a severe case of post-partum depression, which the body of elders, in their medical and psychiatric wisdom, claimed was the result of "demonic influence". The sense of Jehovah's rejection of me (even though it was the elders really) was traumatic enough - considering my state of mind at the time - to send me off the deep end so that I was suicidal as a result and had to spend the next 24 hours or so in hospital. That was the last meeting I ever attended. We have been invited to go back over the 7 years that have transpired, however, I decided that I would never give them the opportunity to redeem themselves, nor am I about to offer myself up to their abuse again. What they did was unforgivable, and proved to me beyond all doubt, that the organization had less to do with serving God, than it had to do with men serving themselves and their power-hungry egos.
By the way, since then, I have had the opportunity to try wine of the same type that's served at Memorial, and unleavened bread. I was invited to a Passover celebration at a Jewish friend's home. The wine was Kosher and so was the matzoh (unleavened bread). My friend's term of endearment for matzoh is "bowel obstruction in a box". He wasn't kidding!! The wine was... well.... grape juice that had been allowed to sit in grandma's cellar to turn into vinegar. So for taste, you really are not missing anything by not partaking. Although I do like the idea of the wine-tasting!! ROFLMAO
If it's the symbolism you're after, it really isn't going to phase them if you do partake. They already think you're demonized (because who on earth in their right mind would leave??) and partaking of the Emblems is only going to confirm that in their mind. In fact, if they have the slightest inkling that you might partake, you may find yourself being 'passed over' just like I was. Honestly, I think it's far more offensive to them to completely ignore their "high holy day", the way they do with Christmas and birthdays and Easter. If they dare to ask, you can always come back with saying:I don't observe false religious practices.
Love, Scully
It is not persecution for an informed person
to expose a certain religion as being false. - WT 11/15/63
A religion that teaches lies cannot be true. -WT 12/1/91