My situation was a little bit different from others.
In 1967 I entered Federal Prison. I had been sentenced under the Youth Corrections Act because I was only 20 years old at the time.
My sentence was termed "Indeterminate" and stated as consisting of anywhere from 6 months incarceration to 6 years. Were I an adult the maximum would be 5 years!
I was a Jehovah's Witness during the Viet Nam War when Lyndon Johnson was ramping up the conscription of young men to fight against the Communists.
Jehovah's Witnesses were privately counseled not to serve in any branch of armed forces OR to accept alternate civilian service!
It was strongly cautioned that COMPROMISE on these issue would get you killed at Armageddon.
In my own situation, the District Judge offered me alternate service at a State hospital in lieu of military duty as was provided by law for any Conscientious Objector. I had the One Y draft card designation as a C.O. but I followed the instructions of my congregation elders.
The 4 D classification was only available to Full Time Pioneers, strangely enough. Any brother pioneering 100 hours each month could get the backing of the leadership to stand up and speak on your behalf to a judge so that you would be deferred altogether!
Once I was sentenced to Federal Correctional Institution in Seagoville, Texas I found that about 40 other JW's were already inside.
Regular meetings were set up in the cafeteria or library with the approval of prison authorities.
By the time 1968 rolled around (my 21st birthday!) I was working full time in prison on the Construction Crew and attending 5 meetings per week.
1968 brought the Truth That Leads to Eternal Life book (the little blue book) and the first rumours of ARMAGEDDON is COMING!!
All the brothers were extremely worried! We were in the clutches of the actual Federal Authority and could not avoid immediate reprisals by inmates if the Great Tribulation suddenly struck!
Sirhan Sirhan had murdered the beloved brother of JFK and Robert Kennedy's death at the hands of---some said--an Ex-Jehovah's Witness could be disastrous for the rest of us! Surely this was the beginning of the end!
All of our internal meetings shifted to discussions about what 1975 really meant for us with wild speculations and constant rumors from the outside leaking in.
An elder from one of the Dalls congregations acted as a self-styled circuit servant for us once each month. He brought with him news from various assemblies about what the FDS was publicly telling the brothers. This was REALLY it! Soon religion would be targeted by governments like we were with imprisonment, tax penalties and ultimate outlawing of worship.
It was tense time--let me tell you!
But, I was finally parolled in 1969 and attended my local Kingdom Hall for my first real meeting since 1967.
WHAT A DIFFERENCE in attitude awaited me!!!
Everybody was laid back, casual and ho-hum about 1975!
What the heck was going on?
Turns out there were a lot of older people in our congregation who had been through this sort of thing many times before! One or two sisters remembered 1925 and the expectation of a resurrection of the faithful "worthies" of old which never happened.
This was treated with a smile and a shrug. No big deal!
It was sort of like an expected eruption from an earthquake zone. Just get use to it. No biggie!
The others (younger members) had a different attitude. They had never been through an Armageddon warning like this before.
They WANTED IT!
All in all, it was sort of like being superstitious more than anything else. You BELIEVED in bad luck if your broke a mirror--but--you weren't all that convinced. It could go either way.
The preaching activity ramped up considerably.
I began Full Time Pioneer work at my Overseers behest. (His son had nobody to go out with and I was an easy mark!)
But, there just weren't that many people in the Poly Congregation who thought Pioneering was necessary above and beyond the expected 10 hour per month quota and the large chart on the wall that fully exposed who was doing what clearly demonstrated it. (Yes, we actually had that.)
I got married that year, 1969, and had one helluva time raising a family, working and pioneering. I had to let go of the preaching frenzy and concentrate on paying rent and buying groceries.
By 1974 I was earning so little money (and had 3 children!) I moved my family to California for a better career opportunity.
Once I arrived and began a career in the Art business I discovered that REAL LIFE trumped religious speculations. My wife, however, was rabidly pursuing the 6,000 years of Human Existence scenario with a vengence.
She kept warning me that the END was coming and my art career would mean nothing!
I pointed out that nothing was exactly what I was earning back in Texas working as a janitor!
Then, a strange thing happend round about the end of 1975. My wife started drinking, skipping meetings, going out to discos to dance as well as requesting kinky things in the bedroom!!
What the hell was going on here?
I've had many years to consider this transition and the changes in her and others.
I believe she lost her faith that she was a part of the ONLY TRUE RELIGION. It hit her very hard.
She would not discuss it with me nor would I have brought it up.
She became more erratic and drank heavily. We divorced. I was disfellowshipped (not her, however....).
She died in a drunk driving accident and I raised our 3 kids---well outside the influence of the Kingdom Hall and Jehovah's Witnesses.
My old best friend who was my wife's brother--still spoke to me now and then. He took a hard line. "The Society never said 1975 was Armageddon." He insisted it was a big nothing and continued to live in denial.
Others started retelling the story with altered facts by playing down their own enthusiasm and belief and concentrating on what "a few others" did in extremes.
Recently I was a party to a conversation with a lady who was in a bible study with JWs who came to her house once a week.
"No, they never predicted 1975. That's just a lie false religion spreads to make them look bad", the sincere lady said.
I opened my mouth to reply and stopped.
Nothing I could say would change her mind.
I settled for this.
"Ma'am, find the oldest Jehovah's Witness you can possibly find and ask them privately about what 1975 really was all about. You might just change your mind then."
She blinked and gave a half-hearted fake smile and left.
The entire episode from start to finish should never be forgotten and not a day should go by that we don't shove down the throats of active JW's everywhere.
1975's "importance" has never been mentioned by the Society since that non-event came and went.
If it was worth constant preaching warnings, books, magazines and convention attention---why is it a big zero now?
What 1975 really is--is this: FALSIFICATION of the premise of the Faithful and Discreet Slave and the validity of their Governing Body!
NEVER FORGET THAT.