Thanks Gladiator :)
It is very hard for me even now, knowing what I know, to reconcile these things and when I was younger it was impossible, I can't tell you how many times I yelled with rage at God for letting innocent children suffer !
Adults? fine, its our fault and our problem, there is no need for God to protect us and keep us safe and certainly no need for God to fix the mess We make, but kids?
No, there is something just wrong with God not protecting those that can't protect themselves, there is something wrong with an all powerful God that kills children, that kills "innocent" people, that sends floods and plagues that kill indiscrimenintly, something VERY wrong indeed.
I mean, if I was God wouldn't I at least protect those that can't protect themselves ???
These were questions that I asked, that I DEMANDED answers for from God and I demanded with anger and attitude to boot !
Pride does indeed, goeth before the fall.