Do you believe that just because you start your posts with, “may you have peace,” that you are genuinely kind? When in actuality, when you greet people with that message, then follow it with sarcasm and snide remarks, you are really being cruel. When was cruelty ever synonymous with being faithful?
How is your view from up there? How many people will you “reprimand” for not having faith, for not being loving, before you turn the mirror inward and see for yourself that you need to tell yourself the things you so (un)lovingly dished out?
You have made yourself the authority, the lord’s right hand as I see it. What will it take before you see the error of your ways?
Many people on the board seem to believe you, but to what extent? Would it bother you to know that they do not really believe in your lord, but only in your strong conviction? Remember, as witnesses, we were trained not to lead, but to follow. Is it a surprise then, that many on this board have “flocked” to you? Or perhaps your haughtiness blinds you from seeing the truth?
I will not begin my letter bidding you peace if it is not in my heart. That is hypocrisy, if you ask me. Nor will I end my letter with greetings of love and fuzzy wuzzy kindness if I do not have genuine love for you; that would be a blatant lie on my end, and an insult to your intelligence.
Please, stop and smell the coffee. What lies within you? Do you even know? Have you even bothered to ask? And no, of course you do not have to tell me or anyone else your findings if you decide to embark on this important personal endeavor. You don’t answer to me; you must only answer to God.
You are NOT the only one who hears Him, remember.
As for these people on the board “following” you, you must remember that many of them (as ex-witnesses) are looking for another leader, another anointed one they can follow, because they don’t know that they can get it themselves, directly from Him. So, shame on you for leading these people, not to the Lord, but to yourself, and in turn, to the adversary. If you remember, stumbling your brother is a great offense, and one that should not be taken lightly.
If you even care to find out if this accusation is true, then it would be wise not to jump the gun, but to seriously reflect on yourself, so you may really be able to discern whether this accusation is a lie spawned by the adversary, or the truth, and a merciful warning from your Lord. Quickly, I implore you to do so, before you create too big a stumbling block for yourself and others.
Remember, what goes up must eventually come down. If you had not seated yourself so high on the pedestal, there would be no cause for worry. But because you have, then you should worry. I will leave you with this last thought: I’d like you to ask yourself, “why is this person doing this?” You could dismiss me by saying that I am jealous, or perhaps I am either the devil or from the devil, or have a hidden agenda, but unless you use discernment and run this accusation through a very fine sieve, then you will never know. It would be to your advantage to find out.