by varian 45 Replies latest jw friends
i feel like not being part of anything since god knows when. i´ve tryed, but to make a long story short: i don´t fit in to anything.
i can´t get out of these bleeding depressions. so i´ll go out tonight for the last time in my life and take an overdose at the end.
its been nice meeting you all. take care....
varian
whoa! stop ! come back!
You are not alone! you have freinds here many of whom have been in your shoes. You can get out of your depression, it will pass as unlikey as it may seem. I am living proof of that.
Please hold on and try to get some help, call your Dr or a freind. Please... no one wants to lose you!
Somebody do somthing! now! someone must have this poor guys number? he needs a freind!
I have been there, the feeling that you have no where else to turn. Backed into a corner with no way out.
The thing is it's not real. The corner is in our minds, we are not using all our experience or even all our brain when we create these worlds.
It's not even our fantasy, it's someone elses. Someone put it into us long ago, whether that was a parent, the Witnesses or both. They said we are worthless, that by ourselves we are nothing and will get backed into that corner.
It isn't true. You and I are beautiful. Ending our lives by choice is the tragic sudden and needless end to something wonderful.
I hope you reconsider, and find people that will let you know who you really are, because at the point you are at, you need others to convince you of this.
PM me if are interested in talking.
-Sab
Varian, please take a deep breath and click here http://suicidehotlines.com/
The fact that you posted here is a good sign - it shows that you want someone to talk you out of this. Please call someone.
varian,
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Call a hotline, call a friend, or keep posting.
I have been there in the past, and I am glad that I didn't go through with it. You will be too, if you give yourself that chance.
When you are going through Hell, keep going! ~ Sir Winston Churchill
JK
Check your PM's.
JK
Please don't hurt yourself, there are plenty of people on here that will spend time talking to you.
Check out the link poopsie posted...please get some help now.
You can`t Drink Beer when your Dead..
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...OUTLAW
varian, not long ago you were saying this:
on the other hand i´m very glad to be a part of his creation and to be alive
if you not feeling it right now, you'll feel it again soon. So what's bugging you right now?
mmxiv
