sbc, dude your either very very patient or very obstinate :) how many months did it take you to become atheist? or days? did it just clicked on ur head?
hey, CJ - el conquistador, I missed your presence on the board today.
Uhh, I'm obstinate. Plus I'm not allowed to reason with family so I have to release some energy on JWN.
I'm not a true atheist, per se. Not sure what I am but I think the "nontheist" or "humanist" would be close if I had to wear a label.
I feel quite certain that the Bible and other Abrahamic holy books are the product of primitive human minds, nothing more. And I have no real confidence that there is/was a superhuman creator but I do not completely rule out the possibility that some intelligence played a role in our existence way back when. These views range from deistic to pantheistic to pragmatic agnostic to atheistic, but never revert to traditional theism.
As far as how long it took... damn good question. Don't really recall. I remember losing faith in the Org in 2005 after finding the 607-587 discrepancy in an encyclopedia. Still held on to the Bible and Jesus for a while after that.... because I remember being offended by an atheist who mocked Christian beliefs after he overheard them mocking Scientologist beliefs.
Then I read The Age of Reason and realized I'd already started asking myself some of the same questions but was afraid to admit it. Like, at one point I felt sooo guilty because I started wondering why there was so much fuss about Jesus' sacrifice. I wondered what kind of lame sacrifice you're making if you know you'll see the one being sacrificed again (or you'll be alive again) in three days? How long is three days to a being who has existed for an eternity?
Thomas Paine just made me comfortable with questioning the Bible. And for that I am thankful.