Dan,
I'm glad you know now that your wife is doing so much better.
I'm also glad that you now know that her seizures had nothing whatever to do with your alleged apostacy or stress caused by your religious differences.
When you accept blame for things that aren't your fault, you are just playing into the WTS' hands.
They want you to be on a constant guilt trip.
In reality, it's the GB's demand for unquestioning loyalty that is driving the wedge between you and your wife.
Please remember that, and don't give in to their lies.