So where can I go to get answers to my questions?
Stacie,
If you are sincere, I would suggest you read your bible and pray for God's holy spirit to reveal it's meaning and His purpose for your life to you. Everywhere you go, you will find that the bible means different things to different people (even in the WTS, ever how unwilling they are to admit it). It is my belief that Jehovah has different purposes for all of us. Admittedly, there are things that all Christians should do, such as sharing the gospel with others and being kind and forgiving...but not everyone, IMO, is called to evangelize (Eph 4:11). Pray to Jehovah and ask him what is purpose for your life and how you, individually, may serve Him. I wish you the best.
Sadie