life is to short posted:
I do know about the lives of the founders of my religion
If the thought is that Charles Taze Russell was the founder of the Jehovah's Witnesses religion, that is not true. Russell did not believe in such authoritarianism, and he preached against such authoritarianism. He also did not believe in the kind of Armageddon that the JWs preach. Russell was certainly not the founder of that which he did not believe, and which he preached against. Indeed, Russell founded no religion at all.
http://ctr.reslight.net/?cat=484
life is to short posted:
Charles Taze Russell had a horrible marriage and he delved in the spirit world way too much for my taste
I am not sure what is meant by that Russell "delved in the spirit world", but it sounds as though you are saying that he delved into spiritism, which he did not. Russell had nothing at all to do with spiritism.
http://ctr.reslight.net/?cat=15
Russell's wife became embued with women's rights and wished to use the Watch Tower to promote that cause, which Russell considered to be a cause of the world. This was basically the root of why Russell's marriage came to be a "horrible marriage." Russell, of course, had no control over what his wife decided to do.
http://ctr.reslight.net/?cat=297
life is to short posted:
I have lived his mission most of my life by following the religion he started.
Russell started no religion, but his mission in life was the preaching of the "glad tidings of great joy that is to be all the people," including every Budhhist who ever live or that is living, every Muslim who has ever lived or is living, and including Adam, as well as every man, woman and child who has descended from Adam. Russell did not preach a message of "join us or be eternally destroyed." If you have been preaching Rutherford's message of great woe of eternal destruction for most of the people of earth at Armageddon, then you certainly have not been living the mission of Russell; indeed your mission has been almost the opposite of Russell's mission.
http://ctr.reslight.net/?cat=119