I think not being able to use my natural talents to their fullest extent.I was, and still am, very artistic. I was never able to pursue further education with regards to my ability to create art and music as Armageddon was "just around the corner" and secular education was chasing the wind. Also, I have been djing since I was about 16 years old. However, while I was a JW, I was limited to JW events only. The first time I did a worldly event I was counseled about how doing worldly events could bring me closer to the worldly attitudes and the trappings of this system. It's pretty cool because since I have not been a JW, my djing has been very successful and I do all my own promo materials for my company. Closer to the trappings of this system, indeed...and loving it!