Hey, welcome Badfish. You had me giggling there. Thanks!
Well, I knew there had to be some kind of an explanation to my situation in life. It couldn't possibly be that I was raised with the belief that mythology and ever changing doctrine is truth and that my parents treated me with disdain and snobbery because they possessed some ultra special knowledge I did not. I guess when you're one of "God's Chosen" you no longer have to abide by a code of common decency.
Unfortunately, my JW Father is now the truly "mentally diseased" one, slowly dying of a degenerative and progressive brain disease. This 'demonized' daughter is looking after him now, doing the best she can on her own with very little help. One day, he will no longer be here... and that, is the truth.