hey mindchild
you said a mouthful my friend and i have to agree with you on your observation,
it truly is a shame that most of us were deprived of a formal education in our younger years when we were supposed to be receiving one, and it is even sadder that some of the patterns that we were molded into take so long to shatter,
i speak mainly for myself when i say that most of what i have learned after leaving the borg, i had to pick up on my own, although i know that i am not the only one and that many may feel the same,
the feeling of being deprived and manipulated and basically having to start over late in life, is truly difficult at times, the feeling of being out of place when current events kick in and and have nothing to say, which is a feeling i have experienced many times in my life, in my humble opinion sucks royally,
but on the other side of the coin, the way i have come to see it there are also many here who are aware of what is going on and have decided to not look back and instead deal with the demons of the past as the show up (i personally am one of those), sometimes i wonder why i bother returning to this board, and sometimes suzi will ask me the same, what is the point, and it comes down to this. . .
i know that i am not the only poster who feels and thinks the way i do, and i know that there are others here who at times are silent or simply lurking who may have similar views, if i get environmental or if i go off on a tangent when i post, i don't do it for the masses but for those who may be looking for something more than the typical 'survivor melodrama' which is often what we find here, primative reactions are understandable but intelligent conversation is appreciated, and the fact that those of us who have left have indeed done so, shows a sign of intelligence,
i went through my personal hell when i escaped the borg, and i am hoping to meet others that can relate, and are at the same place that i am, color me selfish,
we can't always sit back like victims and feel sorry for ourselves for what was done to us and for accepting the lies that we were fed,
justifying misery as easy of an escape avenue as it is, leads no where fast, to quote the smiths
difficult as it is we need to make the best of the time we have left and move on, and re-educate ourselves, it may not be the road for everyone, but for those who it is they know why they are there. . .
thanks for your comments mindchild
dc
Scorpion
personally i would love to see Jesse Ventura run for president, i feel the man has conviction
and as for what can be done to help the environment? click on the link (up top) and follow it to send your local congress person the letter it takes you to, make our senators know that we want to preserve our earth and not tear into into and abuse it as we have done for so long, small steps at a time will help us in the end even if we are not the ones to benefit from it
"we do not see the world as it is,
we see the world as we are. . ." Anais Nin