WOW!! snare&racket....what a well thought out post...it wasn't too long at all...I was riveted.
So yes, I had to be honest with myself, I can see the evidence for life forming with no god, really it exists, it isnt about not wanting to believe in living forever in heaven and no death, who doesnt want that?
Exactly! Who doesn't want that? I know I would love that to be the case. But like you, I can now allow for the possibility even probability that I have been mislead and wrong all this time. Theres so much information out there and I have only scratched the surface. I can honestly say that my reading/learning has been unbalanced. Definiately leaning towards proving the existence of a god...ie creation...but no longer. I want ALL the facts so I can make an informed decision on what I think/believe. And this still includes trying to understand peoples beliefs, but not predominantly as before.
Thank you for the links... I will definately be looking at those.