Welcome Jake (If you're coming back).
There are certainly a lot of 'what ifs' out there if you concern yourself with such. What if the JW's are wrong, and there REALLY is hellfire for those that are not born-again? What if the Thor worshippers are dead on here, and Valhalla awaits if you die a warriors death? WHAT IF. It's a terrible way to live a life---very fearful.
And as far as how awful this world is today, I really prefer it over the world yesterday. I'm glad I live in a time when slavery is illegal, civil rights are upheld, diseases can be treated and cured, infant and maternal mortality rates have dropped, women can vote, get jobs, and own land, and science is taking us farther every day. Of course the country live in helps also---but I see it spreading. Some places are worse than others in this regard, but I so don't want to go back to the 'good old days'. They were quite gruesome.
NC