@ Cedars - By the way, your goatee transforms you into a more good-looking version of cantleave!
This is true.
@Oldlightnewshite - I LOVE your avatar very appropriate...I appreciate the feedback that's one of the main reasons I posted this. BTW just finished the Meetup.com group it is here:
http://www.meetup.com/Support-group-for-current-and-former-Jehovahs-Witnesses/
@Troubled Mind - Yeah I have been calming down a lot since stopping meetings over a year ago, but this has ramped up the stress again...but not for much longer!
@Sparlock - Thanks! ...Haven't I seen you on YouTube also lol??