I am so turned off religion because of having been a JW for so long(48 yrs as a born in).
I hear you. I started a study with them because I was turned off of religion (ironic, i know, lol)... and they kind of cinched it for me. I am not part of an organized religion, and I think they are a hindrance for the most part.
I no longer believe the Bible is God's word.
LOL.. neither do I :)
Christ is the Word of God. The living Word... the living image... the living truth... of a living God.
The bible is not a living word, so it understandably cannot grant life.
I feel this way because if it were that important for us, why is it so confusing and how can it be spun to have so many contradictory interpretations.
Because it had to go through men to get to us.
Perhaps my having an under-lying mental illness just adds to the confusion.
Perhaps... but seems to me that you are seeing quite clearly that religion is not the way to go, and that God would not give us something contradictory, and tell us to listen to it.
Christ, though, is pretty simple... if we can get rid of all the preconceptions and noise that tries to drown Him out.
Peace to you on your search and your journey,
tammy