"zid, what did u see?" Grumblecakes
[sigh] Get comfortable. This is a long story...
I left the cult in the early 80's - around 1983?
Anyway, I dated worldly guys, married a pretty good one [he has control issues, however - how cultish!], and we moved to southern California.
I was riding my bicycle to work, taking GREAT care of myself, and hiking and back packing on weekends.
I was angry though - an underlying, constant state of anger that I now attribute to being forced into the cult by my parents - at the time, though, I thought it had something to do with ending up in S. Calif.
Anyway, I went to work for a computer company in their accounts payable department. The company moved all accounting functions to a different building. The building was located in Santa Ana - a nicer part of it, to be sure - up on one of those elevated areas in Orange County.
The building was fairly new - probably built in the early 80's, so there's NO chance of "older" plumbing or - more to the point - air conditioning - causing what I saw, to occur... Well, maybe....
Anyway, soon after our departments were moved there, my co-workers who put in overtime began to claim that there was a "ghost" on the premises. Supposedly a chair would move in a cubicle; when they went to check on their co-worker, who they THOUGHT had left work earlier, there was NO ONE THERE....
Cue spooky music
I laughed my head off at these stories, and practically sneered at my co-workers for believing in such nonsense! I basically viewed their tales as inadequate attempts at entertaining "ghost" stories - and I do enjoy a good "ghost" story - I just consider it to be FICTION...
But one day...
I was walking past the conference room. It was around 2:00 in the afternoon; a bright, sunny, HOT southern California day was blistering the pavement outside. Yeah, no 'atmospheric' thunder or lightning or darkness - and in a boring conference room, to boot!
Anyway, I happen to glance thru the door, and see one - and ONLY ONE - of the vertical 'vanes' that functioned as window coverings
These things - only a bit shorter. They hung from the top of the ceiling-high windows to about 3 feet above the floor...
Anyway, only ONE of the vane blades was sticking out at a 45-degree angle. AND IT WAS SHAKING...
I stared for a second, then slipped into the conference room and ALMOST closed the door behind me. Big mistake - I SHOULD have closed the door entirely, as you will see in a moment.
I approached the shaking vane like a stalking tigress. I wanted to get right up to it and see if there was a "cold" spot.
UNFORTUNATELY, since I'd left the door partially ajar, one of my co-workers spotted me, poked her head in the door and yelled, "Zid! Meeting in five minutes!"
The damned vane went back into position, and I NEVER DID get to see if there was a "cold" spot - OR a breeze of some sort, though how THAT could be - the windows were permanently sealed and could not be opened, unless one threw a chair through them - and I was tempted, sometimes, during those LOOOOONGGG meetings in that conference room...
But here's another interesting thing...
When the vane resumed its vertical position, there was ABSOLUTELY NO RESIDUAL MOTION!!! In other words, if it had been a totally 'natura' force acting upon that single vane, it should have swung a little after it "fell" back from its 45-degree position - a bit of "pendulum" motion, so to speak.
But no...
It resumed its former position with ABSOLUTELY NO swinging, shaking - didn't even tap the surrounding vanes.
And for the record, I have NEVER had:
Waking dreams, night terrors or night paralysis, hallucinations, or anything that would explain this.
I finally chalked it up to some sort of malfunction in the air-conditioning system, though to be honest, there was no air coming through the vents at the time I observed this - weird incident.
And that's basically what I saw. Later on, I realized that there had been some weird actions with the vanes during our business meetings in there - they'd start swinging as though someone had run their finger along the vanes - and I tried, a couple of times after the meetings, to duplicate that motion by walking very fast past the vanes.
I'd assumed that I had fallen asleep during those BORING meetings, and someone had walked in without my noticing. But I could never duplicate that motion by just walking past the vanes.
Anyway, that's what I saw - and frankly, I'm still rather irritated by it, to this day. If there ARE such things as "ghosts", I'd rather remain "numb" to them - unaware - so that I wouldn't have to deal with them.
As in - have you noticed that some supposedly "haunted" houses, DON'T display "hauntings" when a new owner moves in? Either there's no such thing as "ghosts" - my present position - or, worse yet, SOME people seem to bring out the "haints"...