When I was in the Kingdom Hall every week I never gave a moment's thought to a different reality than the one I assumed I was living.
All these years later I look back at myself and shake my head. I wasted so much time, so much youth and energy. I squandered my "convictions" on
nonsense.
It is my fault, too.
If I hadn't been a JW in the Pre-Internet years I could have easily investigated thoroughly and discovered what nonsense it all was.
But, there was no Internet until almost 20 years later.
I had no idea.