Well then you should be happy.
I usually am. Sometimes, though, I get sad, like when my fish dies.
Not that i have a problem with people leaving religion either. I am not for religion at all.
Despite your protests, you have a religion. It has rules, it has consequences, it had a mythology, you and the others in it will say just about anything to protect it, no matter how silly...it's a religion you got there, Tec. Sorry to break it to you.
However, it is not so hard to grasp. There are times when my spouse is speaking to me, and I am busy with something else, and i am not hearing a word that he is saying. And vice versa. But that does not mean that he is not speaking.
It isn't hard to grasp. Your spouse, would he let you go the rest of your life ignoring him? I bet not. In fact, I KNOW not. It's dishonest and a fallacy to equate momentary not hearing of a human with a lifetime of not hearing from a supreme being.
Please, stop using bad analogies in the name of your religion. It's just silly and it's insulting. Mostly, it's insulting that someone as clearly intelligent as you would stoop to saying anything to defend your religion as the silly things you expect others to accept.