I think that if I had been exposed to this that type of Christianity, I'd probably be an atheist.
You know, that COULD be the thing, dear P (the greatest of love and peace to you, dear one!): that many (most?) here have never been exposed to anything other than the WTBTS form of "christianity"? It is... mmmmm... curious to me the position of born-ins compared to those who either went in as adults or perhaps associated with another "christian" religions after coming out (although the latter would have more to overcome than the former of these last two... and some still don't...).
You know me, I don't ascribe to any of them, but at least the others TRY to follow the pattern left by Christ (i.e., charity, helping others, even their enemies, forgiveness/mercy, etc.). And just as Christ calls his sheep out of the WTBTS, I've no doubt he calls those who belong to him but are in these out as well. Sooner or later.
But if the WTBTS form of christianity was all I knew (and not saying you mean them along, but I certainly do!)... yeah, I can see where atheism might be my only choice... heck, my only DESIRE... after getting out of that.
Peace!
YSSFS of Christ,
SA