I was wondering (again) about what I got out of my deal with mormon god. The more I thought about it the more I realised that the xian god asks way too much and offers too little.
What does XG demand:
1 - Obedience to changeable often arbitrary commandments normally with little clarification of when and when not to apply them. Bible Jesus did not help claiming that all laws had to be fulfilled but then happily broke them when it suited.
2 - Give up human knowledge and replace with faith based divine knowledge that cannot be questioned (God does not have a library look up service - voice hearers regardless - they rarely agree on anything). Become as a child. Be humble.
3 - Live life now in anticipation of a future reward (i.e. sacrifice) while being bound to the contract without your ability to accept or reject (rejection merely applies the penalty clause as much as believing and failing does.)
4 - Accept his sole rulership without question including voluntary eternal slavery and aquiescence to a blood sacrifice for sins committed by virtue of a body and nature designed to sin, given minimal and obscure information and culpability even in ignorance.
What does he offer:
1 - No hell
2 - Eternal worshipful servitude.
3 - Seperation of humans so that sinners (family, friends, ancestors) get removed from the prescence of forgiven people. Eternity to remember those lost.
4 - No opportunity to pay for ones own mistakes or to learn from them outside of mortality.
No XG asks for way too much, is a tyrant and is responsible for all evil if he wants to pretend to be responsible for all good. I will not give up my rational mind into foolish slavery and start to pretend to hear inner voices in anticipation of eternal slavery in a magic land.