When I was a Dub I was petrified of displeasing the trademark imaginary god that the WBT$ had invented. I feared that kind of death.
The thought of being unconscious totally forevermore seems so weird.
Now that I know the WBT$ was lying (as usual), and I realise there can't possibly be a god as described in religion I am now faced with the reality that I'll be dead and gone with nothing to carry me on after in a conscious way. Just because I don't want this to happen doesn't mean it won't.
Oh, darn! I'm boned!!
It seems the threat the WBT$ hung over my head is a reality.
It seems impossible to comprehend.
Anyone else feel the same?