by LouBelle 42 Replies latest jw friends
Can you hang in there for another 2-3 weeks and in the mean time let temp-office look for another job for you.
No job, money problems and creditors calling you can add to more depression.
Hang in there, happiness will come soon if you make wise decision.
Better to quit and go through the struggle to find a new job than to lose your mind and be committed to a loony bin! I know what you're going through -- been there myself many years ago. Bang on every door possible looking for another job. When you call your creditors and explain the situation, ask them about jobs, too. Get out the phone book and just start at the letter A and call every company that is in business in your town looking for a job.
The way I feel I should be committed to a looney bin - I really feel like I'm already insane - rocking back and forwards does make one think you are.
I thought I was getting better, I thought I could just stay and it would get better.
I don't know.
I just don't know anymore - no answer to this one hey.
I'm going to be saying my goodbyes - I don't know what tomorrow will bring, where I will be.
LouBelle, you have a plan to change your job try this plan first. This is what your rationale self was saying to you. Sleep and see how you are in the morning.
Can you claim any sickness benefits at all? Could you get yourself on the sick to buy you some time? You certainly need it, I'm sure a dr would agree?
Loz x
Go for it. It shouldn't be so bad if you have some local friends/community that can help. Throw your net wide.
You will hate yourself even worse later if you don't try. I know - easy for an old geezer to say. But, don't stop trying...
It is 11:30 PM South Africa time.
Have a good night's rest LouBelle .
(((((((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))
Just Lois
Hey Loubelle, life is worth more than a job. It is never worth being miserable at work. Wishing you the very best of luck :-)
Dear LouBelle,
Please let me preface this by saying that I frequent this forum rarely now days, so am not up to pare on the family going-ons here.
That said, from what has been gathered it appears as if you suffer from chronic depression. A multi-faceted electrochemical imbalance that can effect our lives drastically. I know, because I have it too.
May I suggest you look into several things.
First, of course is to visit with a good psychiatrist who listens and can prescribe antidepressants. Alone these lines look into MOAI's, as they are not often prescribed but can do wonders when others do not.
Also look into magnesium and it's role in depression.
Also check out Curcumin with Piperine.
Also, please look into Cranial Electrotherapy Stimulation (CES). Investigate into the plethora of medical tests that have been done over the years, and become familiar with what it is, and what it does. Then go to the SOTA website for the very best deal on a unit that does not require a doctors prescription.
There are certainly many other avenues to pursue. The important thing is, is do not surrender and succumb to the depression in such a way that it over-whelms you and leads to suicide. There ARE other ways that can benefit you and mankind. Yes, mankind, as you have much yet to contribute to us.
Your pain, in many ways, makes you more aware of things, more sensitive and open to things most of us ignore. You have much to share.
Take advantage of the Internet and seek out ways to change and improve. Just being active in this endeavorer helps a lot. It give you hope and power to move beyond.
You are loved.
Send me a personal message, if you like, and I will be happy to share my personal email address with you, so we can share further.
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