thank you all so much, I feel so special today with such a warm welcoming from everyone!! As many of you said I am so lucky to have my husband with me, I grew up with no extended family no uncles , aunts cousins nothing due to my parents becoming jw's. Since there family did convert then they had to stop all association with them, So I grew up with a family of pioneers, elders and circuit overseers( they are all hard core jw's)
but sincerely its been about 2-3 years that we felt strange, I personally felt like something was wrong but obviously I just thought it was me not being spiritual enough, many in my family thought i didn't love jehovah and the organization as I should..nothing was ever good enough.( i was always the black sheep , the one who would think out of the box)
we felt so tiered and emotionally drained for so long, but ever since we found TTATT its as if our blindness was taken away and we can see for the first time! its a great feeling to just be u and make your own choices in life. Im trying to take my time at first i felt frustrated wanting to know everything and reading like crazy but know im taking it day by day , it took me more than 30 years to get this way so I think I have time to figure life out.
some of you asked how my family got my info and I believe that they just went on websites like spokeo.com all they need is your name and pay the fee of like$3 and they can see all online networks that you have an account with or pictures that you have posted online, it pretty scary that anyone can do that. if not then they used a family member that knows how to get on anyone's computer , they see nothing wrong with it since it was done out of love. ill soon let you all know how i learned TTATT and how I shared it with my husband..
peace & love to all