Q: Did you get baptized without being dedicated?
A: No
Q: Why did you allow men to come between you and Jehovah?
A: I didn't. They trespassed on the relationship. When I discovered what they'd done I ended the relationship with the trespassers.
Q: Why were you serving Jehovah at all? Out of love, or for other reasons?
A: It seemed like the right thing to do.
Q: "Whenever you vow a vow to God, do not hesitate to pay it...What you vow, pay. Better it is that you vow not than that you vow and do not pay." (Ecc 5:4,5)
A: I didn't break my vow. The WTBTS is guilty of fraud; they invalidated the contract.