wasblind one of my favorite songs. Thanks
I'm somewhat back again
by Gojira_101 31 Replies latest jw friends
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Gojira_101
To answer a few of the comments. I do have to prove something. I have to prove to myself that I can stand up against WT and not let them bully me anymore. Plus no one on here knows me, you only see a small part of who I am as a person from my posts on here. Several said things like consequences, this could hurt me more....etc. WT took 29 years of my life serving them when I thought I was serving God. WT took the children I could have had (Husband and I can't have kids of our own), they took my identity when I was born and only now is my real self coming out, WT took my family and friends....let me ask you, what more can they do to hurt me? Please someone answer me, what more can they do to me? I will listen to any comments or explanations of how they can hurt me more. Can they kill me? That's about all that's left they can do to me. Am I missing something more they can do to me? DF'ing does not scare me. Gojira
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Gojira_101
Thank you everyone else for the nice comment. I'm hoping to have it done before my birthday! But I will share it on here when it goes live :)
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whathappened
Cannot wait to see your video. It will be a cleansing experience for you. Dump all the toxic false friends at the Kingdom Hall and live your life to the full.
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ABibleStudent
Hi Gojira_101, As long as you plan what you want to do and talk with your family about the consequences, making a video may help you to feel liberated.
Another way to feel liberated is to realize that you are already free and will become more free day by day. Enjoying your life, focusing on being with those who love you unconditionally, reverse witnessing, and achieving what you want in life are possibly the best ways to show the WTBTS that they have no power over you. Go girl!!
Peace be with you and everyone, who you love,
Robert
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Giordano
"Am I missing something more they can do to me? DF'ing does not scare me. Gojir"
Believe me being DF would have been just fine, if family and friends wanted to shun us then we would have shunned them. But alas they weren't so DF crazy back in the day.
We just dismissed the whole thing...... told our families we were out and that was that so we were never DF. If they wanted to know why we left I told them, most didn't want to know.
We just didn't care any more about JW's. They no longer had any power over us. What I am saying is a number of people here just walk away. No fuse. It leaves the door ajar for any friends or family that might change their minds. You can pull their fangs by ignoring them.
Or you can light them up with a Google Bomb.
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Newly Enlightened
You go Sweetie! When we let JJ post our elder visit video we knew that if anyone recognized us, we were done. But like Gojira said, we've already lost all of our friends and family, so what more can they do to us. They have NO AUTHORITY over anyone unless YOU allow them to.
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*lost*
Rock on girl, that's what I like to see, a bit of fight. Unleash the warrior.
Bout time people started standing up to them and stripping them of their power.
Offence is the best form of defence.
Proud of you, much, you amazonian goddess you, lol.
(also wondered where you went, missed your contributions x)
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Adventurousone
Hi Gojira:
I"m new here so here it goes. I can certainly feel for you. Atleast you still have your husband and he seems to be on board with you, so that's good because so many JW families break up because of one leaving the faith. You see you've been in for 29 years and I've been in for 31 yrs. That's a long time to be trapped in a bubble. Now your free like so many of us. And guess what were loving it. It does take awhile to not let them control us anymore, and for us to become the real person we are without them no longer controlling us. Keep up the good work and don't let anyone or anything bring you down. Good for you wanting to do the video because like you said, what else can they do to you. Take care of yourself. Remember you have everybody here to help you get through this.