Gojira:
Just say what's in your heart. That's all you need to do is be honest, and be true to yourself. There are alot of deaf people out there that are JWS that can use your help especially if you know sign language. That's a great thing to want do. I don't know if your deaf or not. So the best way to do this is not to hide anymore. Fear is our worst enemy and the WTS is the one who put that fear into you and me. But we need to be strong enough, then we need to put that fear aside and move ahead. I'm rooting for you, you can do it. My husband and I send our love your way, so take care.
Adventurousone