Funky asks a good question
Why do I not deserve such clear evidence?
Like you and me and everyone else we are dependent on the testimony of the apostles and their written account of the acts of Jesus. But this is not just any testimony but the written word of God, which carries with it the power of the Holy Spirit. Just because the apostles mediated these personal experiences with Jesus that we ourselves can’t enjoy, does not take away from the truth nor the historicity of the accounts of Jesus’ life and work.
Funky asks,
Imagine a god who created humans with free will and allows them to use it. They are rewarded if they behave well towards other people and punished if they do not. Would that god be more or less fair than your god?You have to understand what happened at the fall. Man has lost his free will to chose ultimate good that is the things of God and salvation in Christ. Man does not have free will to obey God unless God first acts to save them.