Gypsy Sam - "Isn't it intriguing when our brains start firing after having been asleep in WT world?"
My brain was always firing long before I faded; my problem (from the WT's point of view) was I couldn't shut it off.
As the logical fallacies, intellectual stifling, and simple ignorance added up over the years, the sheer volume of "wait on Jah" placeholder explanations simply bacame too cringe-worthy and frustrating to tolerate. I was always a bit of a shit-disturber, but I knew that if I stayed much longer it would get ugly.
Believe it or not, one of the main reasons I faded before this happened was to spare good friends the discomfort of having to actively shun me, because I knew it would be painful for them.