I am still in all seven to some degree or another, depends on what sort of a day I am having.
Today, I just want to feel happy, without any WT noise in my head.
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I am still in all seven to some degree or another, depends on what sort of a day I am having.
Today, I just want to feel happy, without any WT noise in my head.
I am stuck on the depression, looking for something to feel close to God again and occ. worries that the jws might be right. However as a householder ( ugh that term) once told me ( paraphrase) If the jws are the ones to survive after Armageddon, I'd rather be dead. I was a bit taken aback at the time but Get it now. If they are right, just shoot me . I could never live among them. I hear that song " If loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right".
Me too Viola,
I thought, I don't want to spend eternity with these people. The only thing holding jws back from their true frightening potential at the moment is they have to abide by the laws of the land to some degree. What would, happen if there was no longer that little thing like "caesers law" getting in the way.
None of the points are there for me. As other had said, there is an anger. My family is in, and I lost 20 years of having closer relationship with sibling, nieces and nephews, my mom married in truth after my biological father left and died. Something cannot be ever taken back nor fixed.
Number 7 here
hey donny
Hey Viola
Number 4 "I found Jesus" and number 5 "what if they really have the truth" hounded me for years. Without appologizing I do believe in Jesus but will no longer argue the point with anyone who believes otherwise. And now I know that they (JW's) DO NOT HAVE THE TRUTH!
I keep my mind open to all explanations that my limited mind can take in today. Life is good!
HappyDad
Number 7 - activism.
But then, I consider any level of participation on JWN to - arguably - be a form of activism, even if it's unintentional.
Just my opinion, though.