Yes..... I am sure that I would have refused to the end. My reasoning would have been that this present life is O K , but the future life in paradise is going to be wonderful , and it lasts forever. It is a no brainer if you think like that. In addition my family would never have forgiven me if I accepted , peer pressure is a big motivator. Lastly, I really did think that it was God's wish, and I wanted to do the right thing.I had no children to decide for.
Should we think ourselves stupid for this? No. We were just misled by a controlling and clever cult religion that most of us had known all our lives. It all seemed logical at the time, and it would have been - if it had been true