Jesus is God. He is God incarnate.
It is just the way it is.
We live this life and we get to choose whether we accept God's sovereignty over our life or not.
It is not like it was a suprise that Adam and Eve sinned.
It was a plan.
God knows the end from the begining.
You don't have to think it was anything great when you really understand it.
It is just the way it is.
Jesus said in Revelation 22:13 " I am the alpha and the omega, the first and the last, the begining and the end.
That to me means he is God.
The bible is a story to give you the message that you have to accept God/ Jesus in your life to
spend eternity with him.
You can reject it and be atheist and live without God.
Or accept it and have all the blessings.
God made us, and he is not going to let us spend eternity with him
if we do not acknowledge and accept him.
At a certain point it is his way or the highway.
At least that is the message I get from reading the bible.
It sounds like you don't want to live with Jesus.