I remember being at a circuit assembly not long after the "generation change" and discussing the morning program with a relative of mine during the lunch hour. He commented about how the circuit overseer's "Giving Attention to the Needs of the Circuit" part had placed such great emphasis on meeting attendance, which has been generally falling off in my country since the 1980's. He wondered what the cause of this might be. I said: "Do you think perhaps some of the brothers are disturbed about the 'generation change'?" He looked shocked and started shaking his head as if to rid himself of the idea: "Oh, no...no...I don't think it could be that...no...we now have a better understanding of Jehovah's purposes."
At the time, I was still trying to be a good Witness and had done my best to assimilate the idea. It did occur to me then, though, that if the "generation" was not to be tied to the lifespan of those alive in 1914, then this system sure could hypothetically drag on for a long time. Even if you tried to factor in the sealing of the 144,000 in heaven as a time marker, the number of Memorial partakers was mysteriously holding steady!
So I feel retrospectively that when I raised that question to my relative, I was questioning the new doctrine myself at some level. I might feel very clever and pleased with myself for being able to give a thumbnail sketch of it when I answered at the Watchtower Study, but it didn't sit right with me.
What seems particularly crude to me now is how they changed the doctrine 81 years after 1914--not coincidentally, I believe, one year after what the Psalms describe as the typical outer limit of the human life span: "Our years are seventy or eighty."
Where is the guidance of the holy spirit if it just comes down to saying, "Oh well, we're past 80 years now, so I guess we should discard our old teaching before the brothers start questioning"?
If they were God's organization, why couldn't they have gotten it right in 1975? Or 1955? Or even (wait with bated breath) right THE FIRST TIME?
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