Hi All,
I'm close to TheStar and her view,
In a spiritual sense I have more love for "my neighbor" than I ever had in my life and especially more so than when I was a JW. I appreciate people more and want to help others more. I have come to have a true love for all humanity, something I never possessed before.
As far as the whole God thing, I'm not sure what I believe anymore and have much more studying and research to do before I can completely make up my mind, maybe I never will.
I really don't know how to research the God thing, all we really have is nature and it's both ugly and beautiful at the same time. The bible just doesn't seem to explain anything, just a bunch of history, poetry, puzzles, visions of the mind of some old man, riddles of Jesus, some good principles, some bad ones, dreams of the mind for a future, etc.
I have seen that man is just part of nature, with a little more mental power and that's about it. Whether we are more special than another animal to the creator I just don't know, since we experience the same diseases, have to eat and provide for ourselves, have no more revelation of a God and die just like other animals, I really wonder.
Ken P.