A few months ago, I decided to read the Bible without the aid of the WT. American Standard version this time , thou. I made it to Gen . chapter 6.............. THE FLOOD.......... I got mad and put it down, ,,, I have not reopened the Bible since. I just can't get past God destroying all of mankind, even the animals, plants, etc. They were just a small group of people and compared to what the world is like now, I could see God flooding the earth at this point. But back then , I find it hard to believe they deserved to die like that and only Noah and family were good enough. Stories in the Bible like this , make me distrust that the Bible is even true. Or that there is a God. And while I am ranting, may I add that I am sick of thinking about spirituality, and is there a God,? ,,, just tired of dwelling on it all the time. I need a new hobby, and accept the fact that I will never know for sure the answers I thought I knew as a JW.