Robotnomore,
FIFTY YEARS!!!! I know the feeling. We need to talk some time.
we started researching was because of the proclaimers book
We too were affected by the Proclaimers Book. I loved giving the instructions talks in it in the 90's but researched my topics more than they hoped we would. I have all the Studies in the Scriptures and was intriqued with the nonsense I discovered in them when they refered to in the Proclaimers book. Then the November 99 KM insert and I did my research again, to see what was so bad about the internet. THE END!
Hope you are past the blues. Seems a lot go through it for months, even years, after face the reality that they have been fooled.
Keep in touch here.
Jst2laws